Thursday, July 30, 2015

Just Friends

Just Friends


She says we can still be
Friends
What does that mean?
Means we only hug.

Only? Does she know the 
Power of a 
Hug? 
Wrapped in a loved one's 
Embrace.
Held close enough to feel
Heartbeats.

Dejected silence 
Fills our house. 
A frozen custard date with
Mom
Isn't the same.

Sugar smiles
Sticky fingers
Finally, a laugh.
Mission accomplished. 


Tuesday, July 28, 2015

Second Dinner

Second Dinner

8am
Please eat breakfast
Grunt.
I'll settle for a glass of
Water.

12pm
Please eat lunch.
Long suffering sigh.
A sandwich
A peach

4:30pm
Starving!
When's dinner?
Food disappears in
Alarming quantities

8pm
Second dinner
No leftovers
For tomorrow

What a difference
12 hours makes

Monday, July 27, 2015

Break Up

Break Up
We suggested staying
Single
For one month at the 
New school
You rolled your eyes
Had a girlfriend and
Lost her
As your eyes wandered
To others
We like the new one
A reader!
College plans!
Family drama.
Spring turned to
Summer
Camp
Vacation
Skype and phone calls
Scattered plans
Now it's ended
Your appetite vanished
You music volume increased
Thank you
For reminding me
How glad I am
To not be a
Teenager in Love

Sunday, July 26, 2015

Trailing Behind

Trailing Behind
5 feet
10
20
Flip flop echoes
I know he's there
He hopes no one else
Notices we're together
It's fine.
I'll just walk faster.
First to the car
Drives home.

Saturday, July 25, 2015

Sounds Like

Sounds Like

For 6 years you couldn't hear
You told everyone
But no one helped
3 years of Speech Therapy
Waste of Time
Today, a test
A fitting
A mold
A tube
Connected
Powered on
Light and sound broke over
Your face
Miraculous
Isn't strong enough
Wonderment
Voices murmuring
Heels clacking
HVAC blowing
Birds calling
So this is what hearing
Sounds like

Friday, July 24, 2015

Drain

Drain

The fridge
My bank account
The gas tank
My patience
The hot water heater
My lotion
The milk
My tolerance
May I have a refill?

Thursday, July 23, 2015

Gimme/Never Mind


Gimme/Never Mind


Can I have a job?

Can I drive?
I want to work with electronics
I want to play baseball

Applications completed
Permit earned
Camp enrolled
Ball and net set up

Why do I have to call back?
How do we get home?
Why do I have to go to camp?
How come I have to practice every day?

Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Triumph


Triumph


Toothpaste, sweet gherkins, celery

Orange Soda and gummy worms?
75 cents in change

Hold on a sec,
I need to do some math
Receipt and calculator
Rustling in his room

Here's the other $5.38

Play it cool
Don't over react
Thanks, kid

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Errands

Errands

Sent to the grocer
Celery, toothpaste, pickles
Combines exercise, responsibility,
Trust
Will he make it there and back?
Less than a mile away
iPod in his ears
Backpack over his shoulder
He can do this
Right?

Monday, July 20, 2015

The Passenger


The Passenger


Suddenly, the 
seat belt
Tightens
I check to make sure the airbag
Is on

Right side, left side
front
Rear
blind spot!

The whoosh of my lungs
The double drum of my heart
Locked knees
Clenched jaw

Don't say it
Don't say it
"Can i drive?"

This better count
As my daily 30min
Of exercise.

Sunday, July 19, 2015

Teaching Teen to Drive

Teaching Teen to Drive

We arrived alive.
Trying to remind myself
As I unclench my fingers
One by one
The trolley wasn't his fault
Nor was the speedy backer-upper.
The construction zone avoidance
Resulting in random lane merging
Reflects forethought
Right?